happy labor day!
work? yes please! i can’t believe i’ve been out of work for almost 3 weeks. i can’t believe i couldn’t wait to do nothing, when nothing is so much less amazing than something! i can’t believe at 25 i still believe the grass will be greener over there. then i get there and i start looking back at the grass i had. im a little fantasy addict. i love to imagine all day. i imagine what that would look like, what he would be like. what doing that would be like, what that might feel like.. then i make a little movie in my head where it all starts happening my way… and then i just start manifesting into reality! ( i think ) i mean, i believe in the power of thinking… so… what are your thoughts like? do you notice that sometimes your thoughts come true? holy canoli, i do! my song “daydream” is a musical example of in my head vs. real life. i can’t seem to marry the two. i can’t seem to think something + then think the same thing when its standing in front of me. am i crazy? i don’ think im alone. i think some of us are just “longers” we long for more, something different, something new, something shiney, something that will think will make it all ok. we’re just trying to be ok, at the end of the day, anyway. (that rhymed) ok… enough outta me, i’m gonna go back to day dreaming about 3 weeks from now when im back to work + laborful + loving it. cause i do. + i love you too